So, why is it that all the things I want to go up go down? My stock investments, my time with my husband, my salary, my husband's salary, my energy, even my interest in life? The only thing going up is my weight. Granted, it hasn't gone up as much as it could, but still, you'd think it would follow the downward spiral that is my life right now.
I am really trying to be positive and focused, but there's always so much crap to deal with. Stuff to do, stuff I didn't get done, stuff I wish I could do. It's this mind trip. I "can't" do this, I "can't" do that. . . Have I always been this defeatist, or is this a new trend? I don't know. All I know is that I'm flippin' tired. Something's gotta change. And I'm the only one who can change it.
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I hear you sistah...ack! I think that we both really need to support each other through this very frustrating time. I love you tons!!! We can do it!!!!
ReplyDeleteTime to blog again, babe! Share your journey.....
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